Posted by on June 1st, 2012  

Aliveness

by Erica Sternin

Morning air, scented with lilacs and with opening leaves and with warming-earth-smell. The streets are quiet and the robins are singing The MorningSong. One here. One there. OneOverThere.  CharlieDog is dark and warm on my left side. I’m tethered to his calm presence with my eyes closed –  robins are calling and responding – I’m here. I’m here. I’m here. 
A trail of colored light traces a path, from one perch to another. Soon the neighborhood is a webbed path of bird song. I am here. I am Here.  IAmHere. Alive.

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About me: I’m in the middle of treatment for breast cancer and I find God in the support-net of friends who are praying for me when I’m too sick and tired to be confident of anything. I’m a children’s librarian, and I’m constantly awed by the goodness of strangers and casual acquaintances I meet at work. I have a big city garden; vegetables and perennials as well as a smattering of trees. I find God in quiet moments of daily life – in the complex and ordered detail in the center of a flower, in the kind words of a stranger, the hug of a little boy who found a Calvin and Hobbes book at the library, in the surround-sound three dimensional audio of bird song on a Spring morning in the middle of the city. As far as I’m concerned that is all God.

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  • Sophie

    I love it, Erica!

    • David

      That is beautiful, and so true!

  • Alizabeth

    Erica, it was really hard for us to wait until today to post this. :-) It’s simply beautiful and has made me pay more attention to the morning sights, sounds and scents in my own part of the world.

    Thanks so much for sharing your writing on F2…can’t wait to see what comes next!

  • http://www.michelemorgan.org Michele

    Erica…this is such a lovely debut! Sweet, poignant, profound, and the recorded birdsong is a truly magical touch… I LOVE the song of robins, and I’ll be keeping this post handy and listening over and over!

    I second Liz’s sentiment… thrilled that you are part of F2, and looking so forward to all that you share with us.

  • Erica

    It is amusing to play that robin song when the cats are in the room – if need amusing…

  • Christina

    This is lovely Erica. I am looking forward to reading your blogs this month!

  • http://www.dianeeasley.com Diane Easley

    Lovely. I do a walking meditation where at step one you say I, at step two you say am, at step three you say here. Then repeat for the walk. I will now be visualizing the robins going on the journey with me. Thanks for the song!

  • http://karlaoman.com Karla

    Erica! Lovely post. Thank you! I didn’t realize you started a blog, and am so happy that Google led me here. Looking forward to your next post.

    Much love!

  • ::maleah

    CharlieDog is very, very, very fine dog. Thank you for sharing such beautiful sounds and sights. xo